I always say that I have to find a breadwinner to support me and my brother is my first choice, yet recently i have a feeling that I got more potential to be successful than he does. I'm not as good as he is in getting good grades but I'm much more talented, motivated and I know I'm good at discoverying problems and take actions to solve them. Since my brother is now officially the student of department of accounting in ntu, I think I can take advantage of that and cooperate with him. Maybe I can hire him as my personal assisstant/accountant if I'm a super career woman at job.
But what if I'm laid off no matter how hard I work? well then, I still have a highly educated brother, a sister who is a civil servant and a responsible brother-in-law to depend upon. What if my family are seperated by some irresistible force? Then I'll find a friend to live together and cooperate.
My bottom line is I can give up the mundanity and be a bald headed nun sweeping the floor, helping and lecturing people in a buddhist temple , if I'm all alone, unemployed, bankrupt in this world. Honestly, I'm not afraid of letting go everything.
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You speak as you are a nun already.
It's not hard to feel your nervous tension about getting no jobs after graduate. But I am sure you've found your backing anyway.
Maybe after being through many highs and lows in life we can be nuns together. (kidding)
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